It was a wonderful and beautiful journey I experience during the retreat. I must admit that I never really felt the presence of God, but somehow, he did wonder in bring everyone so closely knitted, so caring, so full of love. Its what that really amaze me. Seeing the group of people whom do not know each other, yet everyone full of love and grace. It was the warmth and the love.
Praise the lord! I see your beautiful mircacle.

I also learn alot of things. Learning how to put down many things that I nv really could. Got a scripture card, saying something about being a Happy giver. I realise, that I should learn to give as I deem and not because of obligation. How true! Something I was nv able to do~

I just hope that, what ever I learnt, I will be able to apply in life and not just forget about it after coming back to our hectic lives again.

Back home after an orientation at TMC. Was lugging a whole bagful of books! Heavy sia~

Too tired to talk... even though I am not working, I seem to more tired than ever. why huh? biangz~ maybe too much sleep~

Biang, is it my ISP or is it the website, I cant load this page for like a whole 10 minutes.

Its my last day of work! Boy am I glad~ but at the same time, I know I will deeply miss my colleagues especially Cheryl and Chris Yeo. Thanks for the watch, I love it.

Thank you Christine for the Necklace and earrings, so pretty. We have had our differences but I hope you will forget everything just as I did the moment I stepped out of office.

Thank you Derick fo the guidance and skills you have imparted me through the few months we worked together. I hope you get used to working with Samantha lol~ Thanks for the chocker. Its beautiful, something special.

Sometimes god just have everything in place for you. Office let me off earlier, which is good cos at least I can accompany Mummy to the hospital. Dear, I hope you will be more concern about my mum. Its sad to hear when you simply shut me up when I talk about her.

Tats all guys~ I am dead beat! finally a long rest, I worked immediately after exams you know, need this break! Praise the Lord~!

I am exhausted, been facing the computer for the whole day. I just wish to sleep now~ *YAWN*

Well... my last day might be Monday. After waiting for so long to leave here, I suddenly feel lost. Like I know I am gonna miss my colleagues. SOB~

I will miss you guys.

Yes ppl~

Call me spoilt~
Call me pampered~
Call me materialistic~
Call me whatever you like~

I am still sore about my Valentine's Day thing celebration. AWWWW I am depressed! Nuthing you do will ever make up for my tupid depression.

I need a life! I think I need someone who appreciates me more. No more mahjong session, no more drinking session, no more tupid gifts for me.

Dear I am really FED UP and DISAPPOINTED with you!!!

Wat a jerk you are dear, nuthing you do will applease me. You dont know how to appreciate me. I HATE YOU!!!!

After such a long break~ I am feeling lazy in office. But i dare say I have been pretty efficient (minus blogging now). Finally some things for me to do~ *YAWN* I was saying... I am busy with alot of things. Stupid PPP/FTP things... i better clear up the filing and work so that I can leave peacefully. How i wonder what will happen in my new company. I hope I can catch things pretty fast~

I am now officially an elect! In another 40 days, I will be baptised in St Joseph where my parents were reborn last year. Hurray!!! Another thing is that I have been receiving peace from the church. Praise the lord. Now I rather hope I can move into a church for that peaceful feeling~ lol

Thanks dear~ for coming down especially to have lunch with me since we cant meet today. *hugz* Please ppl, I condemn Harry's bar~

Exhausted but happy~ had a hectic day today...~

I did so many things today. I finally attended mass today, the mass for Ash Wednesday. I still cant catch on with whats going on during mass but I will get used to it.

Went swimming after that. Had to swim off the excess ba kwa and pineapple tarts. I wonder how many laps that will take... it was scorching hot and I was baked right in the mid of Yio Chu Kang swimming pool.

It was down to town at 3 where I got my new MAC foundation (yesh ppl~ I splurge on cosmetic finally). I am impressed that I was willing to fork out that 60 bucks. Somehow I feel the sales person at MAC not at all friendly. Had to literally GRAB one of them off shelf to help me out. I meet my cousin at 6.30 to watch Hotel Rwanda. Inspiring! Gonna catch that people. Quickly get your tickets before the show is over.

Now retiring in the comfort of my brother's room watching Erin Brockovich~ NICE!

HAHAHA~

I wore my contact lenses wrongly! lol~

I am blind today. There is something wrong with my contact lense cos I cant seem to see properly. i have been taking it out and putting it back but my vision is still blur~ almost like i just had 2 litre of beer~ before coming to work argh!

I am hooked on PS2 after spending up to 8 hours at my bf's place playing game. The only 2 games I am playing are:

Fatal Frame 2
Fatal Frame 2 takes players to a whole new creepy setting, an abandoned village, where they play the role of Mio Amakura, a young girl who is gifted with a strong sixth sense. Mio and her twin sister, Mayu, return to a town in which they have spent many of their childhood years, while wandering around the nostalgic hamlet Mayu notices a crimson butterfly faintly glowing in the sky. Mayu chases it into the dark forest and Mio unwillingly follows her sister into the forest's depths. The sisters stumble upon a deserted village which becomes the spooky setting for yet another horrifying tale in Fatal Frame 2.

Anyone wanna donate to my PS funding?

I realise I am at a crossroad once again, lost and not knowing what to do. I am always seeking to escape this harsh world yet I find myself bounded and trapped just like everyone else. The world is just a deception. Everyone is living in lies that they make up to make themselves feel better and happier.

I find living in this world a huge joke. People are lying all the time. Like you lie to your sick mother that of cos she will live another 10/20 years even though you know that its not much longer. You lie to yourself that you are leading a happy life even thought it totally suck at the moment and you wish yourself dead. You tell yourself you are smart and that the failed test was all because you were unlucky. You are the most diligent guy in office and you did not get the increment / promotion all because the management is blind. Or that you are not fat, just BIG BONED~ Please you may weight 90 kg and you call tat big boned?

See~ you know what i mean, all of us are deceiving ourselves in one way or another. Are we pathetic or what? When will any of us wake up and see the world just as it is? I am living in my own little lie that you will listen to me and change soon. I guess I am wrong, because till the end of the world. You will never change. :)

I have been obessed with perfume this week. I am shopping for my boyfriend's valentine's gift and I cant stop sniffing at perfume for myself~ Tonight I am glad I finally found my Escada Ibiza Hippie. I have been saving my last drop since I cant find it anymore. So imaging my pleasant surprise when I saw it standing on the shelf in this store in toa payoh. I simply had to grab it.

Anyway i just found this Gucci perfume. Tats what I am aiming... it has this feminine, sensual smell... maybe I will get a bottle next month.

A friend ask me what I thought of him~ Here are some of my sentiments:

• A really sweet guy with a foul temper. you know what i mean
• Some of the things he tells me, aw~ just wanna hug him
• Tall, dark~ lol
• Only one who will read my blog, even my bf cant be bothered with me
• Will make a nice boyfriend, up for grab gers~
• MAD about CARS~ i couldnt figure out half the things you told me...
• the bestest friend who never get tired of listening to my complaints

Thanks guy~ *hugz*~

I finally tender my resignation and it felt good. Never felt happier. At least i see some light in this dark tunnel of life. My company does not care whether or not I am leaving. No one mentioned anything. How life in here sucks and I am thankful for my decision to move on. Cheers to a better future.

I haven been blogging because I have been worried and depressed about Mum. Mum is so sick, and i cant bare for her to leave me. I wish I can make her feel better but then again I do not know what I can do. The more I feel lost, the more I just want to escape and not come home anymore. I know its wrong but I feel lost at home and I would just seek comfort elsewhere, anywhere. This Chinese New Year will be so bleak. I pray that God hears my prayer and make mum happier in the last of her days. Letting her see what she wants me to do and that is to go for my studies.

Having this horrible tummy cramp that I rather hope I can just sleep now. Anyway its almost time for me to leave, so its ok. I am on a 2-hr time off later, so I can be home early to sleep. I have been sleeping and sleeping but I cant seem to sleep enough... why huh?

It was a wonderful and beautiful journey I experience during the retreat. I must admit that I never really felt the presence of God, but somehow, he did wonder in bring everyone so closely knitted, so caring, so full of love. Its what that really amaze me. Seeing the group of people whom do not know each other, yet everyone full of love and grace. It was the warmth and the love.
Praise the lord! I see your beautiful mircacle.

I also learn alot of things. Learning how to put down many things that I nv really could. Got a scripture card, saying something about being a Happy giver. I realise, that I should learn to give as I deem and not because of obligation. How true! Something I was nv able to do~

I just hope that, what ever I learnt, I will be able to apply in life and not just forget about it after coming back to our hectic lives again.

Back home after an orientation at TMC. Was lugging a whole bagful of books! Heavy sia~

Too tired to talk... even though I am not working, I seem to more tired than ever. why huh? biangz~ maybe too much sleep~

Biang, is it my ISP or is it the website, I cant load this page for like a whole 10 minutes.

Its my last day of work! Boy am I glad~ but at the same time, I know I will deeply miss my colleagues especially Cheryl and Chris Yeo. Thanks for the watch, I love it.

Thank you Christine for the Necklace and earrings, so pretty. We have had our differences but I hope you will forget everything just as I did the moment I stepped out of office.

Thank you Derick fo the guidance and skills you have imparted me through the few months we worked together. I hope you get used to working with Samantha lol~ Thanks for the chocker. Its beautiful, something special.

Sometimes god just have everything in place for you. Office let me off earlier, which is good cos at least I can accompany Mummy to the hospital. Dear, I hope you will be more concern about my mum. Its sad to hear when you simply shut me up when I talk about her.

Tats all guys~ I am dead beat! finally a long rest, I worked immediately after exams you know, need this break! Praise the Lord~!

I am exhausted, been facing the computer for the whole day. I just wish to sleep now~ *YAWN*

Well... my last day might be Monday. After waiting for so long to leave here, I suddenly feel lost. Like I know I am gonna miss my colleagues. SOB~

I will miss you guys.

Yes ppl~

Call me spoilt~
Call me pampered~
Call me materialistic~
Call me whatever you like~

I am still sore about my Valentine's Day thing celebration. AWWWW I am depressed! Nuthing you do will ever make up for my tupid depression.

I need a life! I think I need someone who appreciates me more. No more mahjong session, no more drinking session, no more tupid gifts for me.

Dear I am really FED UP and DISAPPOINTED with you!!!

Wat a jerk you are dear, nuthing you do will applease me. You dont know how to appreciate me. I HATE YOU!!!!

After such a long break~ I am feeling lazy in office. But i dare say I have been pretty efficient (minus blogging now). Finally some things for me to do~ *YAWN* I was saying... I am busy with alot of things. Stupid PPP/FTP things... i better clear up the filing and work so that I can leave peacefully. How i wonder what will happen in my new company. I hope I can catch things pretty fast~

I am now officially an elect! In another 40 days, I will be baptised in St Joseph where my parents were reborn last year. Hurray!!! Another thing is that I have been receiving peace from the church. Praise the lord. Now I rather hope I can move into a church for that peaceful feeling~ lol

Thanks dear~ for coming down especially to have lunch with me since we cant meet today. *hugz* Please ppl, I condemn Harry's bar~

Exhausted but happy~ had a hectic day today...~

I did so many things today. I finally attended mass today, the mass for Ash Wednesday. I still cant catch on with whats going on during mass but I will get used to it.

Went swimming after that. Had to swim off the excess ba kwa and pineapple tarts. I wonder how many laps that will take... it was scorching hot and I was baked right in the mid of Yio Chu Kang swimming pool.

It was down to town at 3 where I got my new MAC foundation (yesh ppl~ I splurge on cosmetic finally). I am impressed that I was willing to fork out that 60 bucks. Somehow I feel the sales person at MAC not at all friendly. Had to literally GRAB one of them off shelf to help me out. I meet my cousin at 6.30 to watch Hotel Rwanda. Inspiring! Gonna catch that people. Quickly get your tickets before the show is over.

Now retiring in the comfort of my brother's room watching Erin Brockovich~ NICE!

HAHAHA~

I wore my contact lenses wrongly! lol~

I am blind today. There is something wrong with my contact lense cos I cant seem to see properly. i have been taking it out and putting it back but my vision is still blur~ almost like i just had 2 litre of beer~ before coming to work argh!

I am hooked on PS2 after spending up to 8 hours at my bf's place playing game. The only 2 games I am playing are:

Fatal Frame 2
Fatal Frame 2 takes players to a whole new creepy setting, an abandoned village, where they play the role of Mio Amakura, a young girl who is gifted with a strong sixth sense. Mio and her twin sister, Mayu, return to a town in which they have spent many of their childhood years, while wandering around the nostalgic hamlet Mayu notices a crimson butterfly faintly glowing in the sky. Mayu chases it into the dark forest and Mio unwillingly follows her sister into the forest's depths. The sisters stumble upon a deserted village which becomes the spooky setting for yet another horrifying tale in Fatal Frame 2.

Anyone wanna donate to my PS funding?

I realise I am at a crossroad once again, lost and not knowing what to do. I am always seeking to escape this harsh world yet I find myself bounded and trapped just like everyone else. The world is just a deception. Everyone is living in lies that they make up to make themselves feel better and happier.

I find living in this world a huge joke. People are lying all the time. Like you lie to your sick mother that of cos she will live another 10/20 years even though you know that its not much longer. You lie to yourself that you are leading a happy life even thought it totally suck at the moment and you wish yourself dead. You tell yourself you are smart and that the failed test was all because you were unlucky. You are the most diligent guy in office and you did not get the increment / promotion all because the management is blind. Or that you are not fat, just BIG BONED~ Please you may weight 90 kg and you call tat big boned?

See~ you know what i mean, all of us are deceiving ourselves in one way or another. Are we pathetic or what? When will any of us wake up and see the world just as it is? I am living in my own little lie that you will listen to me and change soon. I guess I am wrong, because till the end of the world. You will never change. :)

I have been obessed with perfume this week. I am shopping for my boyfriend's valentine's gift and I cant stop sniffing at perfume for myself~ Tonight I am glad I finally found my Escada Ibiza Hippie. I have been saving my last drop since I cant find it anymore. So imaging my pleasant surprise when I saw it standing on the shelf in this store in toa payoh. I simply had to grab it.

Anyway i just found this Gucci perfume. Tats what I am aiming... it has this feminine, sensual smell... maybe I will get a bottle next month.

A friend ask me what I thought of him~ Here are some of my sentiments:

• A really sweet guy with a foul temper. you know what i mean
• Some of the things he tells me, aw~ just wanna hug him
• Tall, dark~ lol
• Only one who will read my blog, even my bf cant be bothered with me
• Will make a nice boyfriend, up for grab gers~
• MAD about CARS~ i couldnt figure out half the things you told me...
• the bestest friend who never get tired of listening to my complaints

Thanks guy~ *hugz*~

I finally tender my resignation and it felt good. Never felt happier. At least i see some light in this dark tunnel of life. My company does not care whether or not I am leaving. No one mentioned anything. How life in here sucks and I am thankful for my decision to move on. Cheers to a better future.

I haven been blogging because I have been worried and depressed about Mum. Mum is so sick, and i cant bare for her to leave me. I wish I can make her feel better but then again I do not know what I can do. The more I feel lost, the more I just want to escape and not come home anymore. I know its wrong but I feel lost at home and I would just seek comfort elsewhere, anywhere. This Chinese New Year will be so bleak. I pray that God hears my prayer and make mum happier in the last of her days. Letting her see what she wants me to do and that is to go for my studies.

Having this horrible tummy cramp that I rather hope I can just sleep now. Anyway its almost time for me to leave, so its ok. I am on a 2-hr time off later, so I can be home early to sleep. I have been sleeping and sleeping but I cant seem to sleep enough... why huh?